23.4.18

"I don't know how to be myselfIt's like I'm permanently outside myself. Likelike you could push your hands straight through me if you wanted to. And I can see the type of man I want to beversus the type of man I actually am and I know that I'm doing it but I'm incapable of what needs to be done."
"Every second that passes is like a door that opens to allow in what has not yet happened, what we call the future, but, to challenge the contradictory nature of what we have just said, perhaps it would be more accurate to say that the future is just an immense void, that the future is just the time on which the eternal present feeds."